Feeling lonely

My sweet husband passed away on June 18, 2011 from lung cancer. Early on i was very busy with normal business and also looking for a house to buy and finally getting settled in. Now that i am settled in my new house, i am now realizing a sense of loneliness. This isnt happening all the time but on occasion.

My friends and family have gone on with their normal lives. But mine isnt normal anymore. No friends close by to hang out with or do things with. I know God is telling me to spend more time with him. I need to listen. It would be nice to share that time with someone tho.

I am not particularly interested in remarrying or a "relationship".

I do enjoy my independence and "my time" but too much is too much.

Dating sites are crazy. The men on them are typically looking to mooch off a woman who can support herself. I wont allow such activity from a man. If he works, then he can support himself and not ask for big money items as some men do.

Lord, i pray for peace and relief from my loneliness.

Thank you Lord for all your blessings.

Robbie